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Don’t Allow Free Fall From Your Authentic Identity by Swami Nithyananda

Don’t Allow Free Fall From Your Authentic Identity by Swami Nithyananda


Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam | Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam || I welcome all of you with my love and respects.
Inner Awakening has become almost like a electronic gadget and marriage. Everyone feels if we
waited little more, we would have got something much better. (laughs)….but don’t wait.
Understand, everyone feels if we waited little more we would have got something better. But
don’t wait. The quicker you get in, better because lot of sufferings you are going through
for no reason just because of not even being informed. Please understand; there are some
sufferings you develop because you don’t have a right experience. But, there are many
sufferings you are going through just because you are not informed. Inner Awakening will
clear those tonnes of sufferings, which you are going through just because you are not
informed. Please understand; many sufferings you are going through not because you don’t
have experience also will also be cleared by my initiation that is one side. There will
be many sufferings will be cleansed, you will be out of it which you are going through just
because you are not informed. Understand, so have it as early as possible. I will enter into Kathopanishad. I have something
very important to share with you all in Kathopanishad today. I was explaining the way the Vajashravas
mind was getting degraded and the space he was going through. Please understand, when
I explain the degradation happening to Vajashravas, the meaning of the explanation is – please
don’t allow that to happen in you. It is not that I have personal anger with Vajashravas,
so I am tearing him to pieces. (laughs) No. I am doing literally post-mortem of his mind
and his being, because … so that you will not let that happen to you. See, if you are
a person of the business nature, don’t ever try to enter into the power game. Because,
in power game lot of risks will be taken, which you can’t afford. You can easily be put in pain if you are a
business natured person. Please understand, if you are a business natured person only
one of your shop getting attacked is enough, you will move out of politics or you will
move out of all the power game. Always try to catch your nature based on your root-pattern
and fulfil that. That will bring tremendous feeling that you lived. Please understand
the feeling that you lived, that fulfilment that you lived, that is the first step for
Enlightenment. See, there are extraordinary Paramahamsas, who doesn’t even need to enter
into life, who can just get everything out of their system and directly get enlightened.
But, 99% of us are not that way. We get into the regular life and go through the ups and
downs and root- pattern and everything. Only through this way we are going. So, 99% of
us the way we are travelling … please understand, the fulfilment you lived. Self-actualization is the first step for Self-realization.
The feeling you lived is a basic requirement. In Vedic tradition, we call that as – Pratyagātma
Caitanya Jāgrat. The Individual Consciousness getting awakened in the body. Please listen,
you don’t have to memorize the word, but at least listen. Pratyagaatma chaitanya jaagratha.
The Individual Consciousness, which you … ultimately Conscious is not individual, it is Cosmical,
it is Cosmic. But, the Individual Consciousness which you perceive as Individual Consciousness,
getting awakened in your body, that is the first step. When the awakening happens you
will have a deep fulfilment. A Vaishya should be vaishya. Brahmana should be brahmana. Kshatriya
should be Kshatriya. But I don’t want to say the Vedic Tradition
does not allow the growth of the individual. It allows by the inner transformation. Inside
if you have transformed, you can evolve. There are thousands who are born as shudras, worshipped
as brahmanas, by brahmanottamas. Kashi is the example. Adi Shankara, the greatest architect
of modern day Hinduism, establisher of all the Brahmanical Sampradayas, fell at the feet
of the Chandala. Not even shudra, lower than shudra. Later on his disciples who were not
able to digest that he fell at the feet of chandala, made chandala as the incarnation
of Vishwanatha. That is different. But, the truth is he fell at the feet of chandala that
is the fact. Means what? Vedic Tradition does not stop growth, but the growth should always
be propelled, initiated, incited from inner space. Not that for the sake of external comforts
you can try to act, as if you are moving to the next ladder. Here in the case of Vajashravas, he is not
even going up, he is going down. A Kshatriya, ruler, king, who is supposed to be constantly
giving. Please understand, in Vedic tradition only two communities are allowed to hold.
Vaishyas are allowed to hold. Shudras are allowed to possess and hold. Kshatriya, can
control only on behalf of country, but cannot personally hold. A Brahmana can’t even do
that. Please listen, the definition of Artha, wealth
and possession is very clear in Vedic tradition. Vaishya and shudra only can have personal
wealth. Kshatriya can protect on behalf of the country, on behalf of the community, on
behalf of the group, society which he is ruling. But he can’t personally own. He has no right
to own personally. He has no right to possess personally. At the most till his coronation
as the king, the king’s son or daughter till they are coronated as a king or queen,
they can have little small thing, gifts which they received from their elders, parents,
they can own. That is why in Mahabharat you can see Duryodhana has little personal wealth.
Few thousand, few lakh gold coins, which is nothing. But, Dhritarashtra can’t have.
Till you are coronated as a king, you can have little bit, but not after you are a king.
You can only control on behalf of country, on behalf of the kingdom, on behalf of the
group which you are ruling, but not as personal wealth. Brahmana can’t even do that. Neither he
can possess nor he can control on behalf of the country, completely out ruled. Here Vajashravas
gets into the cheap mentality of personal possession. Understand, only when you get
into the mentality of the personal possession, you will start the business. The business
mentality will start. So he falls from being a Kshatriya to Vaishya and by doing fraudulence
in the business of giving the cows which are useless. He falls to the level of lower than
the vaishya. He becomes so inauthentic. His authenticity has fallen three, four steps,
almost like a free fall, free fall. I want every one of you to look within you and see
from your authentic identity which you want to have. How much of free fall has happened,
please sit and spend little time and find it. Understand, most of the time just finding
it will solve the issue. See, what is the authentic identity you want to have. That
is the goal, the way you want to exist. That is your goal, that’s the way you want to
exist. It can be Brahmana, Vaishya, Kshatriya, Shudra. Anything is okay. But your authentic
identity, how you want to exist; from that, see how many steps you have fallen. See the
free fall. Immediately you will wake up. See, the free fall will be happening as long as
you don’t know the free fall is happening. The free fall will be stopped immediately
the moment you know the free fall is happening to you. It is unfortunate you are not reminded
the free fall is happening. The stupid entertainment industry is managing that you don’t get
that intense about life, that authentic about life. I tell you, if you are really, really, really
interested in living spiritual life or living the life of Enlightenment, living the life
where you want to cause your Reality, keep the stupid enlightenment ….this stupid entertainment
industry out of your life. Please understand, anything great can be achieved only by keeping
the entertainment industry out of your life. Even the stupid concept taught to you, ‘Oh
you will be stressed if you don’t get little entertainment’. Then go and do all this
stupid entertainment, are you out of stress? You are more stressed. The constant free fall
happening, you are not even allowed to recognize it, you are not even allowed to understand
it. You are not even given enough space to look into it. You are sitting in front of
that stupid box for hours together. Now that box has become slim and you have
become fat. After few years, those days the box used to be big and you used to be slim,
now the box has become big and you have become…Please understand, consider this very seriously,
only first one week you will feel that you are missing something and all that. Have only
internet to know the news. That also I am telling you, only get the information, news
which is required, through the words by reading. Do not allow the sound. Do not allow the sound
and visuals. Please understand; these are all a powerful mental fasting. See the Vedic
tradition says – āhara suddhau smrti suddhih. The purity of the food leads to purity of
the memory. It is not just the food which you eat. It is the food which you eat through
all five senses. Please consider this request very seriously. Of course, you need to know what is happening
with the world, in the world. You need to have much informations to run your life. Get
everything in the internet, that also the plain word document type. Do not allow the
sound or visuals. Please understand. Sound and visuals stop you reaching the reality,
you seeing the reality. You know, by and by…by and by slowly, even in your regular life,
in your imagination you always bring the cinema background music even for regular life situations.
Only with that imagined background music you are even approaching every situation. How
many of you are able to understand what I am saying that you are doing this in your
life constantly in your imagination? Raise your hand. Don’t you see to the level the
entertainment industry has gone into you and painted your perception and your life? I tell
you the day human beings again start seeing the reality without the necessary for imaginary
background music, unediting, imaginary editing and imaginary background music that day Satya
Yuga starts. You do not understand the damage your system
goes through. With this imaginary background music and the imaginary editing you do about
every incident in your life, the way you cherish your life. All the time you put a flash back
to show yourself a victim. In those days, long, long ago, what is there? Then also you
are a beggar with a aluminium plate, now you are a beggar in the internet. That’s all.
But we go on trying to have that flash back mode to show ourself as a victim to ourself.
That is the stupidity. Actually the worst thing is even you wanted to change the facts
about your own life, from yourself. Many of the facts which you know, you just want to
change and believe it. Can you imagine the stupidity? It is like
a, you own this hanky and you yourself trying to believe..If you tell others, ‘I don’t
own this’, but you yourself want to believe, forced yourself to believe, ‘I don’t own
all this. See somebody kept it. Who knows who will take it away and go’. You are trying
to justify your own wrong beliefs, trying to show yourself as the victim of the life
or villain of the life. I tell you, next time whenever you feel tremendous hatred about
you, that why you are the way you are, your very survival and existence is depending on
the lies and dishonesty. These are all the words usually your SDHD will infuse in you.
During those moments just see the imaginary background music and the imaginary editing
goes on in your system. Then you will understand the impact of this stupid entertainment industry
over your head. Any altered sound and visual should be avoided because that is the basis
for the wrong memories to get built in your system. You see all these stupid TV shows where the
husband is poisoning wife, wife is poisoning the mother-in-law. This stupidity going on
in the whole India. India’s most practised religion is TV serials. Please understand,
most practised religion of modern day India is TV serials. And you see all these stupidity
and the background music ‘dum’. All the news channels have become almost like a crime
movie or this ghost movie. See, in those days the musics which they use in ghost movie and
the spirit movies, that music has become a regular musical trend in any news channel.
Even a small thing the way they show (with action) in one house. Finally what? One dog
pissed on the table. That must be the final result. Manipulated sounds and manipulated
visuals getting recorded in your muscle memory is not good for your happy life or your conscious
awakening. Please understand, seriously consider this
even though it is too drastic. See, I am not saying disconnect yourself from the world.
No, get all the information required. There are many news channels in internet where there
is no sound or altered visuals. A simple straight newspaper format, quick and immediate. So,
get the information through that kind of sources where you are not bombarded. This TV serial
is another one great stupidity going on this all over India. I don’t know what can be
done about it. Because, they see in the serial how the mother-in-law is conspiring against
the daughter-in-law, how the husband is conspiring against the wife all that. And they exactly
project the same thing on the husband. The stupid fellow has gone to the market to buy
vegetables and ice cream for you and your kid and when he comes back late ‘I don’t
know where he is going. I am seeing one or two hairs here and there on his coat. I don’t
know whether he is having extra-marital affair or he is planning with her to kill me’.
By the time, you finished one full circle of life. In five minutes he being late to
the house, in the five minute you finished living one full circle of one murder, one
rape and two divorce. If you fought with your girlfriend night 10:30
and did not pick up the phone till next day morning 5:30, she has divorced you ten times,
broke up with you seven times, joined again twenty times. Understand, (laughs) this stupidity
of agitated response to the real life is the curse put on you because of the altered visual
sound mixture info infused into your system. Please listen, it is the TV serials and this
stupid entertainment industry which is responsible for, in one night you breaking up twenty times,
and getting back twenty five times, divorcing five times, killing three times and reviving
four times. I think this need to be contemplated little
more. You should meditate on it and even do a vaakyartha sadas on it. Night 10:30 if you
fought with your girlfriend and till tomorrow ..next day morning 5o clock you did not pick
up her calls, see the messages. You have been cursed seventeen times, ten times breaking
up has happened, 11 times getting back has happened in one night. You need to contemplate
on this. This kind of the agitated response, agitated response has become a normal life
style just because of the stupid cognitions constantly being poured into you by the entertainment
industry. See, you don’t bother about good or bad, you just want to be doing something
to feel spicy, to feel important. Yay! It is in my power, come on, let me do it. And
you don’t bother about larger picture, side effect or after effect. Anything in my hand let me play with it. That
is the only way I will prove my existence. Your existence is proved by your contribution
not by your ability to throw tantrum. Please understand the people who are not able to
contribute, try to prove their existence by throwing tantrum. I am not talking only about
male or female, any side. In general humanity, trying to prove your existence by throwing
tantrum is one of the biggest stupid mentality we accumulated, we acquired. Understand, free
fall from your authentic identity is hell. Wake up to the reality of the free fall happening
in you. You will suddenly know that you have to take up a serious action to stop it, to
stop it. Look in and do not try to establish your identity by throwing tantrum. Establish your identity by contribution, by
enriching. I don’t know how much I can make you guys believe, how much I can… how much
you guys will be able to believe. I have seen my own Mother, she is still alive. I have….I
am seeing her now for last 37 years. It’s not that she was always only in the high in
her life. She was born and brought up to a very decently established family. I can say
the…her fa… parents are upper middle class people. I heard in those days that was the
most organized and largest wedding happened in that whole village. She had that kind of
a background. But, my father was not that rich and he could not maintain even the wealth
given to him by my grandparents. But throughout last 37 years, I am seeing her. I have not
seen her even once trying to establish her identity by throwing tantrum. I just feel
blessed that I am carrying her bio memory. Please understand, even now she is literally
the Sangha janani. Means, she is the mother of our whole Sangha. She is the Sangha Mata,
literally. But I have never seen her establishing her identity, establishing her existence by
throwing tantrum. Even now, whatever way she established herself, it is always through
contribution. She is the embodiment of this one concept. Establish yourself only by contribution.
If not, just lie down. When she is not able to do that, she will just lie down, but never
take up the other route of establishing the identity by throwing tantrum or any power
game or authority. I don’t know how I will be able to convince all of you. If you lived
in the ashram or if you have lived around her, you will know this one idea, she is embodiment
of that one idea. I have seen her even from my childhood. Even when family went through
the worst poverty, never I have seen her shouting at my father even once. Never I have seen her demanding from my father
even once. Asking for something, fighting for something. Even when my father was not
in the right mental state of doing some business successfully, even when he was frustrated,
she took it up and started running a small grocery shop. I have seen her, she will cook
in the morning, run and open the grocery shop, she will manage the grocery shop, in the night
she will lock the shop back and again cook. Of course, we had a…..it’s a large joint
family. We had grandmother, so many other people also supporting her in cooking, in
the jobs of the house. But throughout, she established her identity only by contributing.
I have not seen her once fighting with anybody, even though she gets bullied many time. Understand, all these points I am explaining
– agitative decisions, trying to establish your identity by throwing tantrum, imaginary
background music and edited replay of flashbacks, all these things are directly connected with
each other. All these are closely related to this stupid entertainment industry and
the ideas it dumps on your head. The way she stood only contributing. I have never seen
her throwing tantrum or trying to establish her existence or survival by throwing tantrum.
Even now, literally she owns the whole Sangha, but I have never seen her doing anything other
than contributing. So many times I have told her to take care
of herself, whatever she wants to have and all that, but she will never accept any of
my blanket offerings. Just like every ashramite whenever I need, I will come for approval
and get it, stop with it. Just like any ashramite, if they want to go to hospital, they will
ask the welcome centre ‘I need vehicle. Send me to hospital, give me medical assistance’
or if they want any clothes or any house-keeping necessities, they will go to the welcome centre
and tell I want this, this, this and then housekeeping will supply. That is exactly
the way she has lived, she lives even now. I will tell, ‘what is this? Why are you
going and standing and all there and all, have everything for yourself and do it’.
She will say, ‘no, no, no. Whatever is for everyone let me do like that, let me live’.
Never I have seen her establishing her identity, even for the small basic things which will
not harm the Sangha. See, if she establishes her identity, ‘I am the mother of Swamiji’,
for her soap and paste, brush. It is not going to affect the Sangha. Or it is not going to
affect the flow of the life for her or her medical care or anything. She won’t assert even in those small, small
basic needs. She will not put her foot down or she will not throw tantrum. If you live
around her, you will understand whatever I am saying is true. I tell you, wherever you
are, establish your identity only by contribution. You will be such a light, when I say light,
(spells) l-i-t-e and l-i-g-h-t. You will be such a light being. Do not believe this false
theory of ‘you need to throw your weight to establish yourself’. It is wrong, it
is false. Don’t try to tell me, ‘you no, no, no, you don’t know the atmosphere I
am in Swamiji. My industry is like that, my family is like that, the background, the office
I am working is like that, unless I throw my weight nothing can get done. No, no, no
it is’. Please do not. I have seen the Universe more than you. Please believe me. I know the laws of the universe more than
you. Always establish yourself by contribution, not by throwing tantrum, not by throwing tantrum.
That is one of the most stupid pattern you develop. See, just like the hard food, means
the food which you can’t digest….like uncooked animal, the elephant, buffalo, uncooked
animal. Can you digest? That is exactly the thing, the entertainment industry which is
catering in front of you, the devil movie, the evil movie and the tele…TV serials are
all uncooked animal in front of you. Why are you eating it? What uncooked animal can do
to your stomach, that is exactly that loud sound ‘wooooooh’ that kind of TV serials
and movies do to you. Almost all the main stream channels have become this crime scene
music background. In those days only few movies, ghost movies
will have this kind of sound background. ‘dumm, dum, aaah’ (laughs). One Swami came, spoke
to our ashram in Rajya sabha the ceiling fell, the false ceiling fell. I will not tell the
name, but most of you by now know. Actually, I really want to repeat that but I cannot
repeat that sound, that is why I am not. Even in Shivoham process I cannot repeat that.
Tchaaa! Please do not eat this stupid TV serials, stupid crime shows which pollutes your cognition
and thinking flow, which makes you approach the life with so much of illogical information. As I said your husband is late by half an
hour from the office means you have gone through two murder and ten divorce. This is what I
call free fall from the identity you want to create. Please understand. Actually one
of the best thing happened to our Sangha, as a whole Sangha all our Swamis have decided
that we don’t want TV. See, there are many things you…it cannot happen just by my decision.
I can only be guiding. Two, three times I gave the choice to the ashramites, ‘if you
guys want you have the TV’. Somehow fortunately they all have decided, ‘no, no, let us not
allow’. Even the top decision makers Mahants, all of them said, ‘no, even we don’t want’.
If we want to know any news let us know from the internet as always Swamiji suggests that
google news. Just see the, read the word document and get updated, catch up with the world,
that’s enough.’ See, do you know the difference of reading
three line, ‘somewhere the bomb blast and this many number of people killed’ and seeing
the visual of the scene and the dead bodies and all that, seeing the visual leaves that
suffering inside you for next four, five days. And which is not directly going to be…are
you the decision maker? See, get the information where you are a decision maker. But so many
times, stupid way, even the things where we are not decision makers, we go on waste our
time. Please understand, your time is not your money, you have been given a wrong idea.
Your time is your life. Time is money is the cheating concepts spread by the corporates.
No, time is your life. Please understand, Vaishyas make you believe ‘time is money’,
kshatriyas make you believe ‘time is power’, brahmanas tell you the truth, ‘time is your
life’. Time is neither money, nor power, it is your
life. Today, I really want every one of you to contemplate on this Truth of ‘free fall
from your authentic identity’. How the Vajashravas is going through a free fall. From kshatriya
instead of becoming Brahmana….see a Kshatriya, who lived a life of a king, by the time he
becomes old he should have become a riped Brahmana, like Janaka, an Enlightened Being.
And this stupid fellow not only not becoming Enlightened Being and he is having a free
fall. From Kshatriya he falls to Vaishya, from Vaishya he falls to Shudra and finally
by cursing the Naciketa, his own son, he has become Chandala. This fool finally curses
his own son, who is trying to make him authentic says, ‘I give you to death’. The free
fall of Vaajashravas, you should contemplate on it and see how the free fall is happening
in you from your authentic identity. Even knowing, you will stop it and I trust
you all. You are all brilliant enough, intelligent enough, just knowing is enough, you will stop
it. I feel so blessed, Mahadeva is using me as a instrument to awaken the third eye of
so many kids, because once your third eye is awakened your awareness rate goes so high.
You will never allow the free fall. I tell you, the free fall cannot happen for a person
whose third eye is awakened. You will always be seeing the budget. Yay, ‘where I am?
Where I am collapsing?’ You will be constantly be alert and be aware of what is going on
in you, the free fall can never happen for a person whose third eye is awakened. I am
so happy for these kids. I really feel blessed; Mahadeva is doing this great work through
this body. Whenever I want to enjoy the gratitude, I
keep Him separate and myself separate. Why only you guys should enjoy the gratitude and
love and joy or what? I also have a right share. I also have a right for it and I do
have a right to enjoy the love, devotion, gratitude. If I am just sitting, ‘I am He’,
how will I? So, I keep Him a little away and then fall at His feet and I touch my own feet
and enjoy the whole gratitude, love, joy, devotion, everything. Just for feeling grateful,
it’s nice to have Mahadeva’s deity separately. Because, feeling grateful makes your life
juicy, purposefully, enjoying. Today the concept to contemplate. You can
do vaakyartha sadas on both the subjects. Already I gave one subject, this is second.
This is, ‘The free fall from your authentic identity’. Do Vakyartha Sadas on these two
concepts, sacred secrets. So with this, I will move to the next segment.
Today, death process. We have a long day. I feel this Inner Awakening we have so much
time, because I am sitting single session five hours, four hours, like this I am sitting
every day, but still we are moving. Long sessions and still we are catching up with everything.
Alright, let’s gather for the next great process. Now, I bless you all. Let you all radiate
with integrity, authenticity, responsibility, enriching, causing, Living Advaita, the Eternal
Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you! Be Blissful!

Comments (16)

  1. Give up the TV and media. If you want news, then read the headlines on the internet. Give up the TV box.

  2. Dear Swamiji, thanks a Million for keeping me busy listening to your timely, practical , and also revealing Vedic truths, I feel this is the most valuable time of my life spent in your company. I also found out what most enlightened masters do while living SAHAJA SAMAADHI. I Live retired monastic life since 2003' trying very hard to complete my journey for effortless exit. I seek your Blessings.
    Retired Physicist

    Vaidyisa Bala
    Canada

  3. Integrity♥Authenticity♥Responsibility♥Enrichig

    ♥Mahadeva♥

  4. all those years spent staring at the big box for years, now the box has gotten slim and you gotten fat LOL.

    So true, time for change

  5. It's true, the entertainment industry keeps us asleep – we never wake up to ourselves. So glad to have an enlightened master in my life 🙂

  6. YES! This one is in Portuguese

  7. Showing us how easily we do fall from authenticity and how to stop that pattern – so helpful.

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  9. When we refuse to take responsibility for our role in life, we dishonor not only ourselves but those we interact with. When we embrace what needs to be done, and do it sincerely and with a strong intention, we are authentic in our actions and in our impact on the world.

  10. A real eye-opener and a check on ourselves!

  11. How we choose inauthenticity as a way of life….so wrong !

  12. We should not deviate from authenticity. As i go through this video I remember what Krsna says- YOGO NASTA PARANTAPA. In our day to day practices many times we can see this happening ex: when we stop exercising for any reason for a day or two, coming back to that good habit is so very difficult. Similarly in any aspect of our life. Thank you for giving this understanding Swamiji.

  13. If we liberate ourselves from the media's brainwashing we can achieve living enlightenment 😆

  14. Authenticity is the key word to live a truthful life to benefit own and the life of human kind as a whole.

  15. Thank you Swamij.

  16. Authenticity is the way to live life!

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